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11:01

Balleto

BALLETO. From his apartment he peered into Bishop Ballet School. There she was. Just warming up. He liked the way she stretched her feet. He had been profiling her for two months now. Could be a great dancer, he thought as he lowered the high powered binoculars. The tiny skirt hanging from her waist. He remembered as a kid listening to his idol James Brown, imitating the soul walk in his room. His wrist watch buzzed and he jotted down what she was wearing.
What was happening now?
It seemed as though the young girl was staring out of the window. At him. He quickly ducked and continued watching her from a knelt position. Tears were running down her cheeks. Her blue eyes looking helpless. No one makes her cry. The teacher was shouting at her a bit too roughly.
Don’t worry, tonight we will dance.
He laughed at the sight of a young boy dancing amongst the girls. Where he was from, boys sold drugs and ran from the cops. He turned away from the window, playing a video in the recorder. James Brown appeared on the screen. It was a Teach Yourself How to Dance video and it was his favourite. He spent hours as a kid practising, practising and practising more dance moves. Do the soul train!
Back to the girl, maybe he could teach her a few moves tonight. He had been planning this night for months and finally it was going to happen. The lower part of his body tingled. It had been years since the last time he had abducted a young girl.
Ballet…ballet…ballet

10:35

Respect Yourself

I saw in her eyes love and fear,
But her soul was yearning for respect
She let the men speak to her as if she was the value of a penny
The so called males that brain washed her with the notion that they were superior
I wish they gave her an oscar for being so naive
Never have I seen such beauty with such low self-esteem
I took her hand and told her,
Dear sister Respect Yourself!

10:30

Big Excuse

Waking down the street
Past the Masjid
I'm rushing to school
To not go in
Does not seem odd at all
Sad to say,
I'm so busy

Finishing my exams
Pursuing a degree
Talking to girls
To not read the Quran
Does not seem odd at all
Sad to say,
I'm so busy

Looking at my beautifal wife
Parents are so proud
Watching my family grow
Looking at my son laughing
So pure so clean
Yet he knows nothing about the Deen
Was i so busy?
Sad to say,
It was a BIG EXCUSE!

10:22

The Crossing

It was dawn by the time we made it to the red sea coast. The desert road was a long and painful journey. The reality that there were only a couple of hundred people lifted up my hopes.

Couple of hundred

I know that seems like a big number, but normally thousands was common. We all wanted and searched for the same thing, the same ticket to be smuggled to the West. A gamble for a better life as my uncle once put it.

The sounds of birds filled Bossaso Port. Smugglers were the authority around here, dressed in their army uniform. The fact that there was no government opened up avenues for them to sell drugs and fire arms. I personally did not care what they dealt in, as long as I was on one of them small fishing boats, I was happy.

50 dollars

I remember 50 dollars per person was what the smuggler shouted. Reasonable amount I thought in comparison to how much my uncle told me he spent on shopping at Wal Mart: which was 40 dollars. It’s a bargain. My uncle, he left Somalia just before the civil war, and took residence in the United States. The next step of my journey took us across the sea to Yemen.

Now, I take back what I said about it being a bargain. Just the day before my journey, a boat carrying a family had fondled. It would be a good time to replace the mere word bargain to tragedy. The family was rescued out in the sea by a US vessel and they thanked America for being so close to their seas. While in another part of Somalia, a group of sea pirates were dreading the truth that US ships were just off their coast.

Despite the risks, desperate people are willing to pay smugglers to help them escape violence and poverty. Let’s end this cruel trade of people smuggling.

10:15

I Don't Want To Be a Father!

Smiles erupted on Hilary Dunlop’s face as she stood holding the last tape of her favourite band The Supremes. Dozens of people had adorned on the small 80’s store.

A roomy speaker crooned the trendy hit “Where Did Our Love Go”

“Baby don’t leave me oh baby don’t leave me…”

Hilary Dunlop approached her ginger, slim, well dressed friend Kate Langley and pulled her to the side in amusement.

A trickle of laughter “Check it out. Look at what I found. You can record yourself”

As Kate watched, Hilary pressed the record button on the voice recorder, swinging sideways as she sang along with the speaker, her voice warm.

“I’ve got this burning burning yearning feeling inside me oh deep inside me and it hurts so bad”

Turning around singing recklessly, she lowered the microphone from her mouth.

“What is it Hilary, your water break?” Kate asked. And then with a more clear voice she asked again “Your water break?”

Hilary walked over to the record shelf, “Huck” she called out.

Huck had clean cut blonde hair and was dressed in his college football jacket. As Huck turned around, he put down the tape he was holding. The large bump on Hilary’s stomach had caught him off guard.

“Hilary…I didn’t know you would be here” he said as a short blonde girl cradled his arm.

Hilary’s eyes focused on the girl by his arm side.

“Get in the car” he told the girl while handing her the car keys.

“She’s pretty,”

“You’ve been gone for a long time”

“Did you tell your parents about the baby yet?” she asked as tears ran down her cheeks.

“I got accepted into Yale. I can’t get married”

“But you said you would do the right thing. You promised”

Huck’s voice was more expressive “We’re 17, Hilary. We’re kids”

“Yeah and I am going to have one. You have to tell them” she said.

“I can’t…If they knew about this they would kill me”

Hilary took his hand and placed it over her stomach. “Feel this. Can you believe that? She’s giggling”

“Stop” Huck said while looking around not wanting to bring attention to himself. His eyes also filling with tears.

“What am I going to do?” Hilary asked.

Hands in pockets, Huck took a more direct posture, said “Just give the baby up. I don’t want to be a father!”

10:08

The Hut Tale

The tale goes that a mysterious man would every night cross the Ethiopian border into a neighbouring town in Somalia. Armed with a knife, he would murder the little boys of the village. My father added more logs to the burning fire and stared absently into the flame as it created shadows on his face.
“I will never forget that day I saw him, how he walked coolly into the night.” My father said, his eyes not moving an inch, still focused on the fire.
I had never seen so much disbelief on my fathers face. It was as if telling the tale he was somehow summoning the mysterious man.
“What did he look like?” I asked, moving closer to the fire. Warming my hands. My father closed his eyes then twitched as he opened them. Desperately trying to remember.
“He was wearing a long black trench coat, and his knife was dripping with blood as he walked.”
Listening to the words, I realised that I had never seen anyone in my village wearing a trench coat. Even though my father was sixteen years of age the last time that he had seen the man. I somewhat felt drawn to ask. “How would I recognise him, father?”
I studied my father’s white loose-fitted clothing as he smiled and handed me some popcorn that he was warming on the fire. “Do not worry, son. You will recognise him. I remember his eyes were red as the blood.” Handing me some more popcorn he continued. “A couple of weeks ago, a friend of mine told me that the man had been caught by the Ethiopian border control.”
Thank god.
I was pleased to hear that and by my father’s yawning, I knew that it was time to set up the hut. I gathered up the sticks and covered it with cows’ skin. I looked back and noticed that my father was already asleep. He awoke from his quick sleep, shuddering as I patted him. “Is the hut ready?” he asked.
No, no. This can’t be.
I feel back as I stared into his eyes. “Father, your eyes are red!”

10:06

He Can Taste Your Fear

I CAN’T BELIVE IT. Mrs Catherine Dervish stropped into the living room. “Take a look at the window, darling.” She shrugged to her husband, Mr Elliot Dervish. Mr Elliot Dervish was a gloomy man and spent much of his time sitting on his arm chair watching old soaps. He followed his wife’s out stretched hand which pointed at the front window. Oh no!
He was accustomed to his wife’s wild outbursts; after all they had been married for sixty years. But the last week she was spending a lot of time staring out of the front window. She swore that she had seen weird people outside their home, just standing there like zombies. As she carried on, Mr Dervish put up the volume trying to ignore her.
“Are you listening to me?”
He nodded, then continued watching his show. She’s starting to look like a zombie, he thought. Her lips were much paler now, and her eyes were wider. “Will it make you happy if I look out of the window?”
She smiled and waited for him to do what he had asked. As he walked to the window, Mr Elliot Dervish tried to remember the conversation he had had with his local doctor. “What can I do?” he had asked his doctor.
“I’m sorry there is nothing you can do, she is going through a late spell of depression. It’s common for woman of your wife’s age.”
Now as he opened the curtain, he gasped in shock. The whole town was standing outside of his home. A crowd was forming and the towns MP, Mr Johansen Rockets was right in the front with them. What the hell is going on here!
He turned to tell his wife, when he noticed she was sitting on his arm chair, which frustrated him even more. “I’m sorry for doubting you,” he said coldly. Sorry was not one of his favourite words, in fact he had only said it three times during their entire marriage.
“What should we do?”
“I don’t know. But one thing is for sure, I’m going to tell them to leave.”
She was surprised her husband was taking control. The only thing he could control was the television remote. She rooted wifely applauses for him as he bullishly walked out of the room like a wild bull. He took a last glance at his wife and mouthed I’ll be back. Then laughed, shaking his head. God, he knew he was funny. He asked the towns MP what he was doing outside his home, but he never spoke. The whole crowd stood silent and after a few seconds, he found himself being hoisted up by the crowd. What are you doing to me?
Then the chanting started. “He can taste your fear!”